i will survive, hey hey.

To quote the great Gloria Gaynor: I, I will survive!

This week has been hellacious, to say the very least. It's been nothing but stress, anxiety and just everything. I honestly don't think that I've ever wanted to just freak out more than I have this week alone. The transition at work is complete (well, still ongoing but mostly complete) and as of yesterday, I was fired and as of today I'm hired. I've been stressing about it all week - whether or not I'd have a job or not. Not going to lie, I was feeling pretty "glass-half-empty" about it so this development was pretty welcome. It sure takes a whole weight off my shoulders - and the fact that I'll still be able to pay rent and cover my bills isn't too shabby either.

It makes me feel a little worse about taking off (ie: calling in sick) tomorrow though. But I mean, if all this had went down last week like it was supposed to, I wouldn't feel so bad. But of course (and I should have known) that stuff like this NEVER goes according to plan. Ever. I can't complain though, it just sucks having a conscious sometimes. Oh well, I earned this weekend. I really did.

At this time tomorrow, I'll be with J in Phoenix hanging out for the first time since Vegas. 5 months! That's such a long time to go without seeing my best friend. I can't wait to hang out with her, even if it is just for a few days. Plus, BRITNEY tomorrow night and lotsss of booze. That kind of helps take my mind off of work. I just want to relax. But that's easier said then done with me lately.

So much to do tonight! Who would have thought getting stuff together for a weekend would be so hard?